Tuesday, 3 June 2014

Strike!

(spoken )6 days ...now seven months.. still no word ...
Crashing down can't believe it's come to this
 Still no word, life shrouded in the mist Circumstancial providence, reasonable disaster,
 may you have a wild run drenched in screaming laughter.

      Too late and too early
 This coin does not have a side Only faces each of failure forcing me to stranger places
 Fear these thoughts for they are yet unseen
 This melody you have heard be it But a dream 

Back away from the tidal waves
 Burn it down before you can be saved Ignorance is the lifelong gift
For knowledge is wounding and deceptive
 No one to fight but the battles never ending
 You want another copy well this is what I'm sending
 a throwback throw you back into the eye of the storm Murderous beauty Rose and the thorn

So this is how Kurt felt..

The valley crumbles
 The sky smells of lead All the demons wait for tomorrow Yet
your already dead..
Failed intentions mostly selfish deeds to meet bitter ends
 Our thoughts dead weight and stories shells the same as all the rest
Chorus :
O when time stands still as it bends at will
 All hopes and wishes are given platinum suites in sewers of teenage dreams
 Atleast thats what it seems
 like.
Get up maybe your not undone
 The sooner you regret the sooner they've won
 Get up and face the danger
 Your eyes are sunken teeth chattering Into the valley of darkness I must walk and let of all I've lost
 Into the dungeon no spear and no knife all you have beside you is your belief in daylight

Holding on to What's Been Lost

I think im getting over you now
 I think im finally seeing how-
 To let you go
 Think the questions changing now
 And the answer is not so loud- But it's faint enough to resound

 Because it's never really over till you let it go
 And you never give up waiting for them to show
 But it's all the more a reason to begin and stop the fighting
 Never really knowing when you've been left alone
 A secret or a lie you still don't know

 What are you holding onto?
 Still no Clue Whatever the odds are
But why are you so sure your gonna lose

I'm Telling You To Leave So Why Won't You Stay?

Cupid is a heartless bastard come back where I can catch Ya
 You hit with me with the wrong arrow this is just a stray one it isn't meant for 2

 Pretty Ch:So I'm looking for anyone who can give me his address
 Because Ive got better things to think of while I'm getting dressed

Ch: So you better catch me before I start again to fall but it's over, but over and over
 You were always the lion but why am I the mouse falling over and over

V2: I'm wasting light while you bring Out the Colours of my bedroom floor You say you dark but your the light that tears up my heart
 Now that feathered Archer I have to find
 There are only so many arrows I can block when all have the same intention
Back to prevent Ch and Ch

5 Minute Nirvana

spoken : ladies and gentlemen please welcome your favorite disease (claps )

buildup:
 So say ("oh my god!")*8 

Ch:coz we're your 5 minute nirvana
 5 minutes of drama
 10 minutes spent conguring interpretating our dreams
 The rest of the time hungover vommiting your drinks

V1: Cash in your ticket but baby you pulled the short straw you'll get nothing better than me
 And keep your hands where I can't see them
 Do the jeans look that bad on me? And clap your hands we are you entertainment 
Smile, dance and sing

 For your
 5 minute nirvana
 5 minutes of drama
10 minutes spent conguring interpretating our dreams
The rest of the time hungover vommiting your drinks

Bridge  Oh five minutes and you'll be in nirvana / we'll get you down so we can get you high again
 (5 minute nirvana 5 minutes of drama 10 minutes spent conguring interpretating our dreams)*2
 The rest of time we just sin
Back to Ch:

Dreamers

Teenage rage has now been wasted away
Heartfelt misadventures are all I have to face
Now that it's over of course you question your worth
My success story has been screwed from birth

Dreams are only meant for losers winnings meant for cheaters
Give up before it can be "all over "

The man who was the deadpan lover had his game rained out
The rebel with the mike has screamed his last scream shut
Mistakes have been made, battles have been won
But in this war there is not one that has won

Dreams are only meant for losers winnings meant for cheaters
Give up before it can be "all over "

But we still aren't giving
Always got something to prove
We're still not down and out
Still got nothing left to lose

So let me scream to you      

  Dreams can't be dreamt by losers falling makes the heroes and leaders
Don't let go ,the pain will be "all over
"
Heroes of the story
Leaders born for glory
Insane hate and insane pride, very a thin line they do divide.

The Trick Is To Sell It

We are your favorite fairytale.
   A legion of hearts we have enslaved We only sing these lies to get our way We are the light you pay to burn Stamped my wrist is "no returns "!
  Keep us safe for the sake of having something to fall back on.

We're your personal suicide hotline Take a break from yourself this ain't professional help but your one strum away from dying
 Let's all pretend you can go on with your life with having to pretend everythings alright

Home Grown Liars

We are home grown liars we are Flesh bred born fighters Survive to struggle we survive to struggle It's All a game of this and that What you lost and what your supposed to have But remember We've not surrendered And one day we'll backtrack and all the nostalgia will be worth more than your pride Because "love " I know you love to hear my metaphorically challenged crap We are home grown liars we are Flesh bred born fighters Survive to struggle we survive to str

Note To Self -Halfway Crazy

It's good morning at 4pm It'll be good evening in less then The time I get to realize how I've wasted my life writing page after page that won't see daylight Note to self :get real coz if you don't there's really no help On second thoughts maybe just stay true to yourself Dreamers are the angels on this highway to hell Heya failure, damn! You smell (baddd) And this just a lonely child Flipping words and spitting rhymes Idolizing the idols that time will Drain of immortality Teill they're nothing more than a used to be

Start of a story, let's see where it can go from here

This morning I awoke with a start, the dreams are coming again.. It's been a while scince I've had them, but it always feels like yesterday "You'll never turn me! " I'm screaming ,I don't know why but it seems like I'm supposed to.. Remember, like this is supposed to be a part of my history, around me are corpses of people I know I should recognize, there's an army in the distance, the ground shakes with its movement and the black flag they have raised over a.. Mammoth? Aren't they extinct? Well, for what it's worth it could be a two story elephant in armor and eyes that shrieked of madness But that wasn't the terrifying part, atop the elephant a lone rider held a flag, it's mast casting a shadow large and unsettling against the sun's rays, which had grown weaker in the past few minutes alone, the scorching afternoon heat fading into a sunset, as I looked up I saw the sun hadn't moved an inch scince the beggining of this dream, the rays beat down with the same intensity, but as the Army, no.. As the flag aproached the rays grew heavy, the light pale and the warmth evaporated, the very earth slowed, every beat of my heart rang through my body and as I paused to recollect myself I met the eyes of the soldiers in to army Each one was tall and muscular a deep tan and tattoos on the arms, they looked to be in the best condition of their lives, yet their eyes showed hate, I knew the feeling, I knew those eyes.. for I saw the same look every time I so much so as glanced in the mirror, and you would never notice it but mixed in that hatred was shame, and I saw the same in the eyes of my enemy.. Then my gaze as it always does returns to the flag, it's shape is disconcerting, looking at it caused an ache, a deep pain far beyond the threshold of the mortal body and the flag forever flickered as if each time with the flow of the Wind the picture changed, each image more g Gruesome than the next each more painful, more.. Personal I knew what was to come next but no matter how much I braced myself I knew the image would hit as hard. A face, the face of a girl flashed onto the map and stayed.. as if to show that this was the maximum level of torture I could be put through She was beautiful, but that did not make me glad , instead my anger and hate died instantly and I felt dreched in shame, goosebumps and then the shivers, I drop the sword I had not noticed I was carrying unsheathed, and as its hilt hit the floor in what could have been seconds or centuries, I found myself Gasping for breath,straining to look away from the picture upon the flag Describing her has never been easy for me for everytime I wake up I remember her differently, I could feel my head ache as if searching for the place it had stored her name, her story, but all I felt were the shivers and all I heard was the wild roar of the mammoth ,deafening ,angry and full of an emotion I once again knew I should remember, the Army was a foot away and the flag had returned to a dull gray, outnumbered a million to one I found my voice only to sigh, the tremors had stoped now and the warrior above the mammoth launched a single arrow in my direction, I watched it fly and Decend upon my chest I felt the hole ripping through my body as the arrow lodged itself in. The roar from the army sounded like the screaches of monsters, the hissing of tounges and the cries of a billion people all at once. the sound of pure madness. I woke with a start.beads of sweat excaped through every pore of my body,my throat was dry, I looked out the window into the valley beyond, the hustle and bustle of men women and children all engaged in their morning activities, the lake in the distance shimmering,century old trees acted as landmarks for townsfolk boats lined in the harbor the sounds of mothers packing breakfasts and smells of frying eggs and bacon stuffed waffles, I kicked off the bed and quickly changed into a fresh set of clothes looking at the valley one last time before slipping out of my room, if we could not stop Them in time.. . .... in seven days this valley will be destroyed.

Introduction

This blog is going to be filled of all the songs i writ, if i get a few page views ill upload audio with melody ,but im really only using this so i remember all of them,hope you like reading them is all i can say:)